to cry, i stay up

does my heart even beat?

so i expected my writing i’ll press publish on at the December 31st, 2023 to be one on the year, looking back. and i started writing that one yesterday while sitting in a cafe with a friend of mine. but it’s 3:07am and i can’t sleep. i listen to the sound of a house i’m in right now, it’s so foreign although this is my third time visiting and i know alr…