cream butterflies following alongside my heart
in constant seek of a butter-soft voice - draft written on october 13, 2023
I’ve written following essay on October 13, 2023 and it’s interesting how similar I feel but then fascinating how the outlook has changed. I had a particular sense of what’s going to happen back then, it freaked me out to not get the answer that I was right about everything that was about to happen and then today, February 5, 2024, I know so much is out of our control. I don’t want to know what happens in the next months. I turned back to visioning and dreaming much more and wondering less. It’s the best for right now. It’s the best for when not wanting to question and go crazy with all the unknown our lives have ready for us in their jeans pocket anyway.