a heartbeat just a touch away from mine

in bed, sobbing

i feel very lonely, sleeping by myself, wherever really. i crave touch & kisses that burn my skin too much. my own touch is not enough at the moment. it’s not love necessarily that i lack, it’s the feeling to have found someone you wanna sleep next to for some time. someone you can picture yourself sharing a bed & waking up next to in the mornings, maybe tell the stories of your dreams or start the day together reading & journaling together in bed.